Wednesday 5 January 2011

ISSUE: 19





































Contents


Front cover and artworks by the artist Jacqueline Mckenzie



Note from Jane Marsh, assistant editor.

Page 5-6: Chris Hardy

Page 7: Harriet E Rose

Page 9: Leilanie Cesnik

Page: 10: Carlos Nogueiras

Page: 11: Noel King

Page 11- 12 Rabie

Page 12-13: Geoffrey Godbert

Page 14: Anne Reese

Page 15-16: Phil Knight

Page 17: J.P Christjansen

Page: 18-19: David Mac

Page: 19-20: Darren Caffrey

Page 20-22: L Montauti

Page 22-23: G David Schwartz

Page 23: Chris Churchill

Page 25-27: Scott Laudati

Page 28: Publications

Page 29: Submissions
























Note from Jane


Welcome dear readers to our late autumn issue. I do apologise for this late issue. Last year I had a terrible time. My horrible landlord tried to evict me for being behind with my rent. If I have to type up the magazine or try and sort out my situation, well you can understand which choice I have to make. Without my home and without my computer, there is no magazine. But I do so apologise and please do be patient. If you have any enquiries about late submissions or unanswered letters, do keep contacting me until I answer and please do not worry about badgering me.
It seems a long time since I applied my thoughts to poetry. For some time now I have been worrying about my rent. I lagged behind for a while due to the fact I was travelling. My landlord, a certain 'Vinny' as they call him wanted seven weeks rent from me. I had to delay him and told him that it would be fine next month, that he would be paid but intead he sent me an eviction notice. (Nice man). My neighbour opposite is on housing benefit and Vinny wasn't very pleasant to her as he didn't want to wait for her housing benefit to come through even though she showed him the letter with backpay as proof. She has a child and wants to get a place through a housing association but the goverment have changed all that now so it's alot harder. So, it looks like my friend is stuck in her dingy bedsit for the rest of her life unless she comes into alot of money or trains again but even that is hard as the fees are high. Times are becoming harsher my friends. And yes, we cn see what is happening. It's that old, dog eat dog mentality creeping up again, the survival of the fitest and all that rubbish.

I must admit, I am so bored with success lately. Succesful people bore me. I want to hang around with down and outs, people of the street, loners, dropouts, the homeless. There is a beauty in this kind of exile. I get so bored of people parading their success stories around during these harsh times which is why poetry is still so important because poetry speaks between the lines, poetry is for every person. Don't forget to care and help others my dear friends. And while I write this on 31st October of Halloween, let us spare a thought for those who have very little comfort and whose lives have not gone according to their wishes.

Blessed be


Jane Marsh





Chris Hardy




BELLE TOUT



The cliff top leans

like the lid

of a grand piano.



High up on rising ground

the air sings

the note first struck

when I drew breath,

that will sound while I am here.



Ahead the horizon retreats

step by step.

Above it stands

a trackless blue

inviting mountain.



The sheer impossible face

must be accomplished

in one move,

to be silent again

with the unborn.



BLACK MARSH UNDER CORNDON



Black hedge- trees drip along the lane,

cut lines across the hill

beneath its snow-cap merging

into a white cold sky

as we approach Black Marsh

under Corndon.



A big grey mare hooves stamping down

between rough grass tussocks

thick with snow appears

her eyes are marble yellow globes

her mouth and soaked hide smoke

in the perishing wet air.



A driver on the road

glancing through the gate

saw us stop then stumble on

across an empty field

towards the stones that stand

above the snow like graves.




Harriet E Rose


GRISELDA – OR THE SECOND COMING



The microphone exaggerates, spittle on tongue, acid rain.
The Divil has many progeny
Sanctus erectus, his member, large as a bull’s
has been fruitful and multiplied
subduing earth with numbers, rivers of blood,
purple as robes of office, decorated with gold
by that Sun that melts the soul in summer.
The Devil’s spawn are greedy as swarming locusts.
They are consumed by lust.
Each creature has a time.
The prophets of Lucifer have made
a God of Death, Prophets speak in riddles
and aphorisms widely broadcast to any who will listen.
They claim that they can placate Death with worship
and the weapons of destruction.
that nothing there is can be uninvented.
The tigress roars, Blood drips from her mouth.
Blood stains the metal fangs of engines of destruction.
In cap and gown a crocodile of young gradulates
approach the podium each to receive a piece of printed vellum
that will enable them to indoctrinate the following generations
to practise alchemy in laboratories and surgeries,
to lie in courts of law enslaving
their own kind with legislation.
Sun burns their foreheads and souls of feet.
Thunderclouds gather in the east
from where originates all weather and disease.
Then a grey harridan, her body bent double with old age,
begins to hum a Muzak echoed by planets,
millions of transistors joining in. My name’
she announces ‘’ is Griselda’’.
A white acid rises from her forked tongue
becomes a vapour. It cleans away
all signs of age revealing beauty.
She grows in stature till she dwarfs the universe
which with all inhabitants she swallows whole
mouth expanding to the mouth of a cave.
This she calls ‘’THE SECOND COMING’’.

















Leilanie Cesnik

PERCEPTIONS AS TRUTH

What if the sky was made of Papier-mâché
and the land a giant bathtub
with its stopper in New Zealand?

And what if the lines of latitude
were rings of wire suspending the paper dome
above the earth?

What if it's all illusion and we're simply make believe
and our eyes are telling us
what they perceive to be the truth?

What does it really matter?
What do we even care?




Carlos Nogueiras


A Terror Let Loose


Men divulge their sadness as proof
That in all endeavour there is

An attempt to get across
A terror let loose,

And if time cannot be relied upon
As a measurement of talent

Then destiny must surely be a fluke.
All caution thrown to the wind

Should we die in a tailspin,
Yet for those who live long

A kindness in old age,
For a battering awaits them

In the world beyond.
The longer you live - the more karma

To your name, and don't tell me
You think yourself strong.




Noel King

Lemons in History

Yellow is this mother's colour. She sees
lemons on branches of a tree bending
in gentle winds, a tree that bottoms her garden.
But oranges are the more normal orifice
of her routine. She squashes eight to her family
every morning with an electric squeezer.
Her mother did it by hand while her father
made porridge; her own children eat Ready Brek.

There must be something, perhaps a meaning
in Greek Mythology? For now we squeeze away
onto foods, tongues, while less cultured families
buy processed lemon juice in plastic lemons. 




Rabi


Shades of Love


winter skies tremble
‘never leave I beg you’


The wood nymph sneers sadly
‘It is our calling to ensnare the issue of Adam
and over the centuries I have ruined myriads of men.
Why should I feel any differently about you?

I gurgle like a baby
‘witch-demon I love you,
left everything because you love me.
I know it and so do you.’

Now the temptress sobs and unfolds
wings feathered with green leaves
like thumbnails, her sighs hollow as a bell,
‘Then I must leave you for a while
to return to my master.
A year is but a day in our time
so wait and I will send you word.’

Twelve months pass like
a slow slow drive behind a tractor
on a winding country lane.

I sip autumnal wine in my rose garden,
thoughts of her promise
‘I will send you word’

And as I muse
a leaf like a thumbnail
drops into my glass,
floats on my drink –

so brown and twisted
how it curls
like a sigh.




Geoffrey Godbert


IL SISTEMA PERIODICO

In memory of Primo Levi

I’ve just been breathing to see
what happens tenderly
delicately violently:
a touch of strangeness, a drop
of this or that, otherwise
it wouldn’t work, it couldn’t protect
and so give rise to change

generate life, diversity
in a grain of salt
of what is needed
from the hidden order
what naturally makes
the natural world

suddenly and best of all
in one’s own surprised life
even for a second or so
is quite long enough

so we can pass through infancy
we can pass through adolescence
scenes of daily life, survival,
metaphorical experiments
to see what happens next

which makes a story
of which all the peoples are composed
even in foreign languages
as each make their own detections

just as I shall make my own
investigations, too,
into what is worth discovering

and so begin my own enquiries
into everyone
and everyone’s discoveries
for as long as life allows.



Anne Rees


MOMENTO MORI SADIE



The sun’s still golden but it’s local
to sheltered corners, hazy white middays.
at dawn, at sunset, sharp cold draughts of air
blow through frayed leaves and spiders’ webs
winter is coming near down its freezing corridor.

The first anniversary of your death presages
evaporating golds, scaffolds revealed behind motheaten fabrics
gardens yawning illimitably to let in frosts and darkness.
Nothing I can say can stop it, our shadows fade just like
our deaths sewn to our heels, flickering greyly over sunny brick.

Overhead at night wide wings beat, musical trumpetings
ring out as wild geese flee the Arctic tundra
daring depths of raging autumn air to reach the reservoirs.
Branches may snatch their rags, we may clutch coats
but wild geese expose warm feathers to cold searching night

like warriors, like Valkyries, they called, your brave soul went in faith
that God would not obliterate such courage. Wild geese are harbingers
of the terror in my heart in this dark borough, the wilderness
wormholing town hall and glowing pubs, people are getting ill
and dying all the time beneath this crust of brick and tile.

Jolly voices cry out on Capital FM, we can’t kid ourselves, no - one is safe,
wild geese cry out for death, for glory and Valhalla! Death!



Phil Knight


HOW CULHWCH WON OLWEN




“Before you can take as a bride my daughter the fair Olwen
She of the short dresses and golden thighs,
you must perform certain tasks to convince me of your worth”
said Ysbaddaden Chief Man of all the Giants of Wales”.

“Ask for any service I shall perform it,
ask for any gift and it shall be yours”
said Culhwch the Hero, friend of good men.

“A flock of seagulls has take up residence in my beard
and their fighting and squawking gives me no peace to sleep
therefore I ask you to bring me a comb”.

“I can do that” said the Hero.

“Not so fast young man, not any comb will do for my beard
I require the comb that lies between the ears of Reg
the Red Boar of the Rhondda, who belches fire
and farts clouds of mustard gas”.

“No problem it will be easy for me,
though you think otherwise”.

The Giant then reeled off a list of other fabulous creatures
that needed putting down, including eight dragons,
seven flying Lyons, six huge snakes, five Unicorns
one of them a Cyborg armed with a chain-saw and a giant
evil talking Octopus called Bob.

Each time the Hero replied “No problem,
It will be easy for me though you think otherwise”.

The Giant then demanded a large a number of rare and magical items
Including the Lost Ark of the Covenant, the Holy Grail
the sword Excalibur and a whole host of singing harps
and other such knickknacks, regarding items of more recent origin
the Giant said “ can you bring me the time travelling bicycle
of H G Wells, the braces of T S Eliot, Ezra Pound’s corduroy trousers,
the eighteen straight whiskeys that killed Dylan Thomas
and the knockers of Jordan, but remember I want them alive
such harsh critics I will kill with my own hands”.

In each case our Hero answered “No problem
it will be easy for me though you think otherwise”.

“Lastly I require that you obtain the Social Conscience
of David Cameron, it will be the glory and pride of my collection”.

“Ah” said the Hero “that will be a problem
according to Boris Johnson it is already lost”.
















J.P CHRISTJANSEN


QUEEN OF THE NIGHT


Queen Of the Night,

with long black hair and lips of red
would be waiting in the shadow of guilt
hiding to others seeking the dark mistress
of secret lustful hearts deceiving their wives
resting and expecting child and telling them
“please don’t be late!”
as into the twilight they steal with just-less plans
and I find the shadow where she waits
to take me into her arms for the opening kiss
confirming the whispered promises of the one
who naked under the moon locks me tight
with legs pulling me up inside her womb
where I find my ancient primitive self
shipped of all senses but the spelling one
cast on my loins by the Queen of the Night
who out from the shadow of guilt once stepped
to show me her long black hair and painted red lips
contorted in a smile of irresistible seduction
making me deaf to please of “please don’t be late!”…

words which haunt in the tired moon
and neons shutting down.




David Mac


Do Another Day


Night. Strange blue coming in,
my wild head eating up thoughts,
the clock’s noose around my neck.

And there’s a large number of sheep in this tomb,
about 2 per second,
for hours now.

There’s a thick panic when I discover birdsong:
It’s early it’s late,
It’s morning it’s night.

Perhaps a drink will soften the blow
as the quick hours fall
away into the dawn

Get up and get to work, sad life,
know the poet’s
the lowest paid creature in humanity.

But still, as an alligator caked in cool mud,
eyes flicker
at the thought of the world.

With an alarming sound, I get up,
Into the universe.
I drift into the sun,

where I harden
ripen,
and burn.



Darren Caffrey

Idea for a dream…..Scene 2


would there be a cage between the body – shaken leaves – oddly falling into piles -
structures that make it easier – I can hear the wind through a whistle – I cannot see much

more – and mistakenly begin to run – told – tiresome to a voice – when a mad dog cuts the
silence – foot stopped into heart – looking over – toward the meaning of a sun – on the rise
-one or two are pounding the tarmac – cannot run forever – one more flight in brief – off –
where music keys into - how – and they are coming – the felt of lightening iron – a cast of
oranged beacon – tables turned by a dream – too cold to hear my own – beneath the
gorgeousness – fires – and blood a distinction to remember me –ready by the mouths –
cornered into a V – carried up – and taking nothing – to imagine – bedlam of a beginning –
tell them again what you have seen – and the light falls – by your side




L Montauti



Sleep



The invasion of flesh

awaking in the night

to find someone’s already inside.

No question, no request?



I wake to feel

the push and change.

The atmosphere

screams my shock,



I lie still

wondering if you’re awake too?

Do you even know

the damage you are causing?



This sleepy satisfaction you seek,

is it me you want?

Is this pain worth the virtue

you destroy?



The conversation,

the heart beat you corrupt

The kisses you disease

the promises you broke,



the pain relief

that love promises

occurs only in the

Honeymoon period.



The pain it creates

punishes again and again.

The confusion it portrays

Is implausible to any man.



The abuse of respect

the unexplainable;

the indignity;

the unstoppable;



To wake and feel invasion

to see with eyes open,

to look upon

broken trust.





G David Schwartz



Come Cry In My Arms



Come and cry in my arms
Just be close to me
I need to be close to you
You are all I want to see
If you think you need
Come crying in my arms
Never go away again
Just stay in my arms
I have always loved you
With a touch of respects
Loved you past trust
And sung to my neck
So strep up into my arms
If that’s what you need
And soon or later
We’ll get up to speed
So come and be in my deep thoughts
Let’s make shards ad water bots
And let us sing between
The yellow and the green
And with you in my arms
Life will take on reason
Once again this session



Chris Churchill



This Imperfect Love


What are these words I hear you speak
This story you have layed before me
Please tell me I sleep
For I cannot bare this to be reality

I would tear off my ears, wash my eyes, destroy
all senses if it left me blissfully unaware of this truth.

This truth which haunted my dreams, and would have plagued my thoughts if I had known
it was to become an eventuality.

There is nowhere to hide, no open arms to run into, as the man whome I entrusted,
whome unleashed this terrible fate, is not there,
as he has polluted this imperfect love and now a stranger stands before me, for the man
I once knew is gone.

I hold many questions, to which I could not hear the answers, for the thought, which
excludes elaboration is painfull enough.

It is no longer a nightmare, for it is now an intoxicating memory, a wound cut so deep
into my very soul.
To which I cannot nuture with my hands, I hold no anesthetic, and I prey time will
bring back my sanity.





















Scott Laudati



From Here to LA



we drove from here to LA

in total silence

because Ace Enders,

said we should.

of course he talked,

for hours

actually he just screamed

and he did it for hours,

into a cell phone

as he paced around the trailer

in the parking lot of every gas station

from here to LA



he wrote his best songs at his worst.

after the phone calls

with his soul mate,

the women never understand

the artist,

but if she didn’t tear him apart

he never would’ve written those songs

and I wouldn’t have fallen asleep each night

listening to him finger the guitar strings

and singing about the love he would see

when we finally sold enough merch

to fly her

from here to LA



his hair grew long

(he was the converse wearing allstar)

he grew out his beard

(mad whiskers on a mad dog)

somewhere between Wind Gap and Winnemucca

we became a tribe,

and Ace

wore the feathered headdress.

it was never spoken of,

never decided,

but he was the man for that place

and time,

and the other bands knew it too.

we weren’t the headliners

and we didn’t draw the biggest crowds,

but the other bands hushed

when Ace walked into the room,

we all knew we were treading

with a real songwriter.

but HE DIDN’T KNOW IT,

would never accept it,

and I watched him go mad

trying to write

The Book of Love,

and recite it every night

to the girl on the cell phone.

in every parking lot

every gas station

every motel

from here to LA



half the band watched

the karate kid on repeat,

the rest of us read road novels

and listened to Wilco,

but not Ace!

he just stared

and occasionally would jump up and scream

until his face got hot and red

and then he’d quiet down

and start staring again.

in portland

Ace and I jockeyed across the city

to find a post office.

the mental institution had just run our of funds

and all the crazies were living on the streets,

one grabbed Ace’s shirt

and like a zoo animal does when you catch it staring at you,

he looked right into Ace’s soul,

and said, “I know what you did.”

I knew

that he knew

whatever it was,

no matter how nuts the bum was,

that he really knew

what Ace had done,

even if I didn’t know Ace had ever done anything.

Ace asked me if I though the bum knew what he did.

I didn’t ask what he had done, but said that the bum probably did,

but Ace liked attention,

and asked everyone this question

from there to LA



they called him a mad genius

they called him a crazy artist

they called him a possessed songwriter

I’m not really sure of any of those things,

because it took a woman to make him crazy

and a country to drive him insane,

but on monday most people still have to get up and

go to work.

I do know that all it takes to make a beautiful brain crumble,

is a woman

pushing the ‘ignore’ button

on the other end of the cell phone.

and it can happen in less time

then it takes,

to drive from here to LA



Publications



Review of The Given in

http://www.handandstar.co.uk/

It's the ezine of Penned in the Margins, run by Tom Chivers.
Read the early fictional poems of Rene Van Valckenborch at
http://adirondackreview.homestead.com/VanValckenborch.html
Follow his fictional twitter trickle at
http://twitter.com/VanValckenborch













www.parra-art.com

http://parra-art.com/images/stories/92ndFusion.pdf



REM magazine

http://remmagazine.net/



Nutshell Magazine

http://www.nutshellmagazine.com/



A C Evans

Twilight of The Avant Garde

http://ac-cygnusx.blogspot.com/



Selby’s List

http://www.selbyslist.com/



Small Press Scene

http://www.poetrymagazines.org.uk/



Pages

http://www.robertsheppard.blogspot.com/



Reality Street

http://www.realitystreet.co.uk/







Neon Highway Poetry Magazine is edited by Jane Marsh and Alice Lenkiewicz. Neon Highway was set up in 2002 as a non- profit making little poetry/arts magazine

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Submissions



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Tuesday 4 January 2011

ISSUE: 1



May 2002
Contributors in this issue are:

Allen Fisher

Active as a poet since 1967, Allen Fisher has worked as printer and painter (examples of his Fluxus work are in the Tate Gallery collection) and as editor of Spanner magazine and books. After a considerable period in London (the mainspring of his Place sequence 1974-1981), he moved to Hereford, where he teaches at Hereford College of Art. His work includes Brixton Fractals (Aloes 1985), Unpolished Mirrors (Reality studios 1986), Stepping Out (Pig Press) 1989), Dispossession and Cure (Reality Street 1994), and Breadboard (Spanner 1995).



Scott Thurston

Scott Thurston's publications include Poems Nov 89 - Jun 91 (1991),

Stateswalks (1994) (both Writers Forum) and Two Sequences (RWC, 1998). He also appeared in Sleight of Foot (Reality Street, 1996). He has just completed a Ph.D thesis on British Linguistically Innovative Poetry and Poetics. He currently edits the poetics journal The Radiator.



Colin Harris

Colin Harris was born and raised on the Wirral. He writes fiction and poetry, as well as tinkering with songwriting. He is currently studying his MA in writing studies at Edgehill.



Alan Halsey

Born in Croydon, Halsey ran The Poetry Bookshop in Hay-on-Wye 1979-97, a key source for British and American small press material. He runs West House Books, and has published papers on David Jones and Thomas Lovell Beddoes. He now lives in Sheffield. His books include Perspectives on the Reach (Galloping Dog 1981), Auto Dada Café (Five Seasons 1987), Five Years Out( Galloping Dog Press 1989), Reasonable Distance (Equipage 1992), and A Robin Hood Book (West House 1996).



Andrew Taylor



Andrew Taylor is poet-in-residence at Liverpool Architecture and Design Trust (www.ladt.org.uk) and is currently researching the role that locality

plays in poetry for his PhD. His work has appeared nationally and locally,

in print and on the air waves.



Contents


1. Allen Fisher- Vole (p.1)

2. Colin Harris- Father / Dead Language (p.8/p.9)

3. Alan Halsey- Visual Art

4. Scott Thurston- The Child’s Ear Place (p.10)

5. Andrew Taylor- Deoua- (p.22)



Allen Fisher




1.



There was once a town...

the intellectual reality

of a root-tree

where life seemed

a strange blight

in binary logic harmony

with its surroundings

a syntagmatic model

disrupted the idea of garden

a city street

criteria exacted as reportability

without coherent row

shred-multiplies assumption.



A burglar hastens to disorder,

a self-condemning look,

arrested at a touch dock.

Fugitive!

no baggage ... no friends accompany adieux

simply moths and rust

in the midst of Paradise, Good night

several times descended by way of a trap-door,

announces opening of

a pocket filled with gunpowder

charged with laudanum

“In no Paradise myself,

I am impatient of all misery

without madness, how does she do it

without the spin of a shroud out of herself?

Get these traps out of sight.

The meeting of hands, eyes fastened,

tears the glue,

a foolproof test to distinguish truth

from falsehood, probability is enough,



things have to get done.

Paradise becomes a

private area

beyond the control of law or public opinion.

Enjoyment of activity enslaves

but no action binds the self,

in its multiplicity its freedom.

Free will, like a plowing neighbour,

needs the distinction between

good and bad, a blacksmith maintains,

welds to the notion of cause

a because, in relation to moral action,

an acquired responsibility

that demands

accountable spacetime.





2.



The Blacksmith knows she must do something,

knows she can

because she comprehends her freedom

without need to cohere it.

She feels obliged from a law which she legislates.

“My need for dignity need not

derive from reason. I choose its being.”

She at least hopes for the possibility

of improvement, stands

in the garden and proposes a pond.

It is a moment of coherence and hiatus

that postulates connection

and change

where contract

between individual and common good

becomes necessity

in a knowledge of alternatives.

Her freedom signals a position to shape

the character of where she digs.

She brings compatibility without strain

to cohere or call forth an angel,

free to have the will she wants,

wants a civitas.

The demand is for reference

to the welfare of the community

merged in a joint stock company of

freedom and determinism.

A shrill of echoing distinctions

speed up

not completely under the control of another

able to care for each other and whose welfare

depends on each other’s freely chosen action

constitute a good before the door bangs.



The Blacksmith achieves freedom,

self-determination,

articulates her being as part of nature,

an enhanced self-understanding,

without reduction to sensible spontaneity.

She dredges her humanity to distinguish

the useful from the proven.

The duration wherein she acts



becomes a duration wherein her states

melt into each other.

The intimate nature of this action

becomes a discussion of human freedom,

oh yeah, hold on!





3.



The Moorman uses nonlinear analysis

to examine recorded succession

compares this with dynamics parameterised

with field data predicts an agitation that resembles

observation of boreal rodent populations.

This appparency of mutual chaos

consists with the results of

the analysis of directed succession.

The amplitude of the Moorman’s observed

vole flucuations somewhat greater than,

stochasticly interrupted, that predicted.

Hold on!



Each object’s information demands

deaccession, broken egg shells

to analyse connection residues between

pesticides and eggshell thinning.

Regardless of the angle of incidence

a particle leaves in a vertical direction

slowed eventually turned down

by gravity above limited in motion

by a mirror beneath trapped

in stepped increases

jumped from a moment of austerity –



daisies on the lawn

illuminate a row

of new crocus shoots

wishing you the compliments

recovers a sense

of the coming season

Intelligible freedom versus forgery

to discard perfection

and account for responsibility

in place of composition

demands justice

spellbound at recollection

speaks of “equal rights”

an accessory of it

wants to get away

has not yet superiority

or numbness irresponsible and



no business

the menagerie a gravitational

privilege of not being

or an automaton centre within itself

demanding peripheral intelligence

that iron bars can be profitable

animal-trainers not afraid

of terrible means is presupposition

“freedom” at the risk of choosing wrongly

a picture of the world in which

a critique of morality

frees functions of first insight

juxtaposes multiplicity

a geographical relativity

of judgements against obligation,

eyes leaning on the tv whilst reading

against legality, against the compulsion to

happiness a consequence of rodent

fitness the result of self-direction

the drive called resistance the measure

of freedom as positive capital

the degree of power

that the one or the other should exercise

experiment in self-overcoming

emergence to exceptional actions

a positive hesitantly achieved, terrible as fake

to prevent a governed whole

And to what end

raised and trained?

The urge to self-sufficiency,

simplifies, distinguishes,

make unambiguous

a preference for surface beavers.





4.



Actions are partly indeterminate to

which becoming clings to distinct moments, condensed

matter digested into movements of

response passed through the meshes

of natural necessity, free from the particular

rhythm which grades the flow in such a

way that sensible qualities, in memory-perception,

particulate aspects of a successive reality.

You’d expect our willings were

“more

obstinate

by being oppos’d”

as if spacetime

dominated the proceeds

of search because

each occasion

is first of all

a search for truth, a

premeditated decision

in advance of the good

oblivious to

truth’s implicit nostalgia

Beneath a sewer

live kids discuss

potential of

matches of moving visual media

with performance of text

misread into their own gullibility

dismissal of community use

in a pretence of its celebration.



They watch the collision again

and watch account of is repetition

in a pie chart, a Boltzmann truth

a prediction of text before it is read

eyes glue balled in a rodent sharpness

quicker than fox call

with less smell and wile

in which self-destruct is

superceded or given narrative

intention, rows of calculated pronouns

and implicit actions, forward

or more cunning

surprised around the corner

by every spelling era

every swing of the camera

in mobile seat tracks



on the motorway on the

video belt off limits

voice of a stomach pump

dialectic coherence, bless them,

The marked distinction between light as substance

and degrees of freedom remains but he

does not remember this threshold opposition

of the inextended and extended notions

of freedom intimately organised with necessity.

What the Burglar takes from substance

the perceptions on which it feeds they become

movements flick in and away nietzsche’d

in revelations or mistakes steeped with

expectations of a future freedom.










Colin Harris








Father





new life

old life

i do what i need to survive



the phone



i loved her once

people change

i changed

and changed her

it’s all done now



children



I love



Whatever anyone thinks, I love





Colin Harris
January 2001

Dead Language







Scott Thurston


THE CHILD’S EAR PLACE

A writing-through of the novels Ambiguous Adventure (1962) by Cheikh Hamidou Kane and Weep Not Child (1964) by Ngugi Wa Thiong’o



I



the child’s ear place already healed

trying to recite my verse correctly

accurate in repeating the flashing

sentence this word was not like



mastering completely the smallest

measure instant eyes lowered

to tablet some steps rectified

my error gave me attentiveness



over and over the text restored

the morning at a sign now seen

in profile periodically edified







(10)



now refused pressure to commit



filing into the cabin for long

periods the chief rose at verse

topics caught at intervals

with my finger and said



in another year that road produces

a pause at the proper prepared

age taking classical possession

of me



this man who dominated obeyed

the directions of stature

with his own hands as if

pain were not visibly present



when the hour arrived at the

level of fashion the aroused mood

left me remaining serious

held back towards the east



my will is better completely

bound restored with recourse

on essential points once more

the solid ground of mutual









(11)







am I a landmark sufficiently

furrowed under my stable so

the authority trembles you

are that also



the absence of weight gives use

of arms to add another word

long drawn out tone changed

rose in the scale brief



something multiplies the beatings

composing themselves conquered

invisible and imperious disorder

organised appeased rebellion mornings



of resentment resound with songs

neither of them wants the other

imposing the necessity of sitting

where its necessity has landed



several seconds same movement

already acquainted with a motion

clear around streets of white marl

red sand milky euphorbia









(12)





lay straight ahead out flat at

nape neck seated setting dyed

passage basalt muscle riveted

spoken for the sake of saying



I had begun at once to think

of rising to envisage cruelties

of the same order these reasons

pulled the fold over my finger



to draw the measure on hearth

mimicry of original colours

to associate itself with

delicate weight evidence













but at the same time it exiles

you here more and more slow

invasion of garment decisions

the hand which acts the succession











(13)



of numbers in all senses without

limits is short and plain nothing

more easily can be said no more

reason to say this



preserve it hence work is strict

full littleness compelled to part

between the inverted assurance of

banner and wind



everything will depend on a

courier captured at the end of

the itinerary reef reference

at disposal had this choice































(14)

















II



on my body for the first time

I am being trained to be a modern

white man to go and disturb

the other young men and women



they wanted to hear stories

together in the same place

showing their new clothes

starting to read and write



you had been there out

in the courtyard a number of times

around the whole compound always

curious to know what the inside looked like



that was used for all the forming

part of the day’s proceedings

which in turn caused the long grace

to be cut short





(15)



I very rarely alluded to the

actual fighting very much we

all behaved as if it were a very

popular place



the habit was observed and accepted

by all but sometimes just

taking anything you’re given not

wishing to appear ignorant



why don’t you start to

retaliate you always asked

you thought the end of all living

was the very best a boy could have



don’t pretend you don’t know the

answer can’t you see

what I am doing is important

I could be rich























(16)









annoyed with myself at my poor showing

I could now be heard trying to

re-establish myself by telling them

what they ought to have answered



why didn’t I speak up when

she was here singing the answer

what would I feel if I touched

her when she entered



sometimes men came to see my father

as the centre of everything as long

as he lived nothing could go wrong

putting implicit faith in him



they talked about affairs of the talks

felt intimate with this man

sure that they had read him

it was obvious



I wanted an assurance a foretaste

of the future before it came I

could do the same thing now

seriously and quietly







(17)





I was still listening when I

fell asleep from defeat and exhaustion

the people gathered there

could not applaud



it fixed me to the ground

the images around transformed

from something grey to blue

and then to total black



I cleared my eyes the black

remained there now approaching

and then I saw I was now

speaking in a loud voice













everyone listened to me in silence

but something unusual happened

to me for one single moment

I crystallized into a concrete











(18)







physical personification of the platform

while everyone watched

wondering what was happening

I kept on looking at the ground



and then rose up unsteadily

I almost fell down into the

surprised audience

but first I laughed



they took us to the field

then when you escaped we were put

into trucks the truck in which I was

slowed down to look at my knee



but what could I have done

what had gone before me gave

me vitality I had to go on

sorely tried alienated further



by the something that had urged me

I wondered if I had really done well

if I had failed I was ready

to suffer for it











(19)







but whatever I had been prepared

to do to redeem myself would not

be ordered even if I had been to

many places and knew many things



I had no right to reverse custom

I stopped and stared at all the people

who had fallen into the building

I could have stopped it if I thought













all this would work out well in the end

the gun and the pistol I carry

make me a stranger

everywhere



I was not really attending when I

heard some people talking of my own

death people are always avoiding me

I think the country really needs me









(20)



I was not too happy in the morning

I did not like the last observation

so much that I have been unable

to write



in the post of pain I was called

into a small room

one of the guards outside

shouted



I sat in the corner seeing the

emergency in a new light

as I could not lift my hand

I turned my eyes fell



there was a cold security

in command of another

presence in the room

standing at the door



away from the light

he seemed to hesitate

















(21)



Andrew Taylor







Deoua





Florescent lights stripped

Explosives drilled concrete struts naked

‘The light pours out of me’



Altered horizons one way Thornton Road

Launderette lit beacon like an early warning station

‘A person isn’t safe anywhere these days’



River mind metallic sounds gaping holes

Cut through security passes idle in grids

‘Into the arms of Venus de Milo’



Washing drying on landings boxed in banisters

Lilac angled bedroom ceiling

‘It takes guts to be gentle and kind’



Temporary roosting place between floors

Shelter in lift shafts disturbed emptiness

Snow gathers on ledges

‘See you at the barricades’



(with thanks to Ursula Hurley)



(22)


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Simon Zonenblick: 4-5

Michael Johnson: 6

Mike Hoy: 7

Robert Black: 7

Gemma Caunce: 8

Ally Coward: 8-9

Matt Smith: 9

Niall McGrath: 9-11

Tolu Ogunlesi: 11

Eugenie Kelly: 11-13

Robert Rogers: 13

Chris McCabe: 14

A A Marcoff: 14

Elizabeth Kate Switaj: 15

Will Daunt: 16

Maurice Oliver: 16-17

Dee Mcmahon: 17-18

Ken Champion: 18-19

Neil Campbell: 19-20

K.M. Dersley: 20-21

Ronnie Goodyear: 21

Dee Rimbaud: 21-22

Alice Lenkiewicz: 22-24

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Martin A. Hibbert: 24-25

Kerri Moore: 25-26

Colin Harris: 26

Jane Marsh interviews Bill Griffiths------27-32

Poems by Bill Griffiths----------------------32-40

Short Story by Bill Griffiths----------------41-44

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Note from the editor:





Welcome to Neon Highway, Issue 10 which will be followed by two more issues this year. I look forward to Steve Sneyd and A.C Evans being interviewed by Jane Marsh for the remaining part of this year.



In 2006 Neon Highway will be commissioning work, focusing on experimental, pulp, esoteric prose and poetry in 2006. Interviews by Jane Marsh will continue. Neon Highway will no longer be accepting unsolicited work but instead commissioning writers. This will take the form of one issue a year. New subscription details and month to be released have yet to be announced. Updates will be announced on my website www.neonhighway.co.uk or you can email me on poetshideout@yahoo.com nearer the time



I would like to thank all poets who have contributed their work to previous issues and for the remaining forthcoming issues this year and for also helping Neon Highway to establish itself. I hope that you will all continue to subscribe and support the magazine in 2006.



I am also happy to mention that the Neon Highway poetry readings became part of the first Liverpool poetry festival this year on 10th April. The readings have been going for two years in the city and finally we landed ourselves a well-deserved place in the Liverpool Poetry festival with Allen fisher being mentioned along with Roger McGough and Brian Patten who took part in the event. Allen Fisher was guest poet at the Walker art gallery as the first event in the programme, supported by the Culture Company, creating a further step towards diversifying and expanding the local poetry scene.



In this issue, I would like to thank Bill Griffiths for his interview with Jane Marsh on page 27 and for his poems and short story. Thank you also to Kate Eggleston-Wirtz for her drawings throughout this issue.





Alice Lenkiewicz























Simon Zonenblick



The Buddhist



I am a Buddhist. For twenty five years I have lived in this cell, in this Monastery here in deepest China, recanting my prayers, meditating, fasting…it’s a far cry from my upbringing in the swinging streets of Shanghai, that’s for sure! In fact, so cut off am I from civilisation that, apart from the occasional correspondence from relatives-who have, in most cases, pretty much abandoned me anyway-I have little clue what the outside world is like at all. When I first came here, the Chinese Government were just beginning to have friendly relations with the USA, and things looked generally promising. I hope that’s still the case. But whatever the situation, I can certainly not be blamed, here in the mountains, away from it all…



Unfortunately, though, all is not well with me at present. Recently, I have begun doubting my vocation. I have tried fighting it, if you’ll pardon the expression, but it has become abundantly clear to me that this religion, this philosophical doctrine, is no longer for me. I can hardly believe it, but the life which once struck me as the most immaculate form of spiritual existence now appears devoid of meaning and utterly stupid. Things have changed. I have changed. It is the life of an Acrobat which I now desire.



Why? I do not know, but all my waking hours I dwell on it, and every night I dream of it, passionately, insatiably, helplessly…Acrobatics! Oh, my word, I was born to do it!



But how could I possibly acquire such a job? For a start, I have no experience. Assuming there were vacancies for the post, what would I write on the application forms? Previous Occupation? Buddhist Monk? And in terms of references, I would almost certainly be at a loss, since my contact with other Human Beings is extremely limited; even when I do see my fellow Monks it is usually only in passing, and the conversations are of the most basic and commonplace kind. Moreover, my age would surely act against me. How could a man of forty three, and no longer at the peak of physical fitness, possibly hope to pursue the life of a professional Acrobat? And let’s not forget, my total and complete seclusion in the mountains, my retreat from civilisation, has meant that I naturally lost any acquaintance with the practices and normalities of the Human world. I do not doubt that there have been innumerable technological advances since I left the city, and the language of everyday conversation has itself become a maze of words and phrases which, to one such as myself, would prove entirely alien. So much for my aspirations.



No, my destiny is sealed. There’s no way out. I’ve been doing this for twenty five years- twenty five years!

Maybe I made the wrong choice, maybe my chances have been completely wasted, perhaps the very act of describing myself as a Buddhist is now an act of falsehood, for how can I claim an identity of that sort while the faith and belief which must accompany the title have long since evaded my consciousness?



But sincerely or not, I must carry on-praying, meditating, fasting, generally being a Buddhist. And I suppose that this is the life I must live, for the next twenty five, or thirty five years, or fifty years, until I finally drop, having fulfilled my obligations to the end.























Mike Johnson







































Mike Hoy



WALKING WIH MY DAUGHTER





Manhattan is bustling

people push and jostle

buildings shoulder the sky

shadowing churches

into insignificance.



Some bum crows crazy liturgy

not hiding insanity like some.

This hick from the sticks,

a council estate kid,

is walking with a slim chick



cool as the breeze down

Broadway, riding a private lift

elevating into an apartment

stacked with books and feeling

at home in heaven.







Robert Black



Not Time Yet



Bottled cheerfulness pours till he wants no more

Then rests his head on the barroom floor

Where he stares in wonder at a revolving door

Which flicks back and forth, but never closed;

Then an angel smiles from the ceiling above

And lifts his soul out of the evening smudge,

Reaching for his final reward ( time to let go ),

A better place awaits ( he’s letting go ),

Then angel winks and he crashes to the floor.















Gemma Caunce





A Window





Going through,

looking,



On the inside, to the outside.

It is the feeling that rips down

holding you,

under,

gasping for air.





To breath is

to be alive,

to give thanks.



On the outside, to the inside,

physically free.

Move away from shadows



Look inside and outside.







Ally Coward



Based on the structure of ‘The Jacob’s Ladder’



There isn’t an end

to the rainbow with a

beautiful pot of Gold

awaiting the adventurer

who dares to approach

a miracle.



It is a ghost

an image that can’t

be touched & disappears

as quickly as Mother Nature demanded it

amidst the rain.



A trick of lights,

a spectrum, boasting &

teasing all the colours that

a painter would need for his palette. The

adventurer is fooled:



by the deceitful bridge

that carries fairies

ogres and dragons from far away lands

to watch the rays of sunlight catch

the rain. Then go.







Matt Smith



for Daniel Rhodes



Photograph of a struggle

Decades old and aging

A burning monk

Sits perfectly still

Oblivious to the flames

His heart safe inside

An impenetrable diamond

While I sit at home

Ashamed of wrinkles







Niall McGrath



DIABOLICAL



On the plasma screen I witness scenes:

A group in camouflage robes giggle like youngsters

About to receive their First Communion,

Their hair glittering like Roswell tinfoil;

Behind them bodies fall past towerblock glass,

See how they cry like Edvard’s pastel friend

As all crumbles into grey dust.

Even the pearl-pale cheeks of a girl with an earring

Crinkle impasto, become arctic crags.

On a high ridge a Buddhist monk meditates to death,

Mummifies his cause, the relief of his valley;

The salvation of impassive burghers whose ears are cocked

Like terrorists’ mercury tilt-switches, straining

To explode into action if the price is right

At the urging of golfing buddies, angel brokers –

Oh, what did the cleric say just then?

Eye off the ball; his hand on a hairless scrotum,

Scratching, tickling, urging with a twisted finger

The innocent to submit under the fist of the fiery-eyed one.

Hand me a plate, garnished with mangetout and carrot,

The centrepiece the raw tent of chicken buttocks,

Tear off legs, stuff its core to make it sweet,

Chop it up like the jigsaw of a Flemish painting,

As dancing girls in leather bikinis stomp and whip,

Gorging the masochist sprawling on the tabletop

Handcuffed to Heaven’s banister

Calling out to those on either side of him:

Franz, write me a certificate, 40 days remission from purgatory,

Heironymous, draw me a picture on the plasma screen

Of prisons in the desert or on a humid island

Where a group in khaki titter as they snap

Photos, posing like gods, imperial hunters who’ve bagged a kill,

Bodies writhing in glorious ecstasy and agony

As they crack the whip for the damned.

Spotlight the body, as the mountains erupt;

As hail sweeps, cuts to the bone, stings eyes,

Darkness surrounds; but the scene gradually focuses

On lichen-damp pumice walls - bobbing upstream

On a craft on automatic pilot, through the arch below the window,

Pray refreshment lies somewhere beyond the flickering screen.







Tolu Ogunlesi

SLEEP SALE



Trapped in an Auschwitz

Of tossing and turning nights,

Voices of springs, harsh

As Gestapo, fill the night



Dreams and Nightmares for sale - As is -

All payments by Valiu-

MCard, slotted into bidder's

Automated Teller - Metabolism!



Our eyes bore holes in the rafters

Ears nibbling at a clock's creeping crumbs

- Counsel of a veteran insomniac,

Mouth building prayer altars



For Somnus at Crossroads

Of Teeth, Tongue and Lips

Seeking mercy, spewed, like gas

From the gauges of a holocaust hovel









Eugenie Kelly





REBIRTHDAY IN THE YELLOW ROOM (Dublin 15-4-2000)



Way down

by the River

Liffey in Dublin Town

I lay my burden down

My cares dem troubles

Let the river wash it

All away and cleanse

Me clean as the new

Day – magic and mystery

Bleach me light

And I will wear that

White dress

ivory pure

The pearl of wisdom

It’s mine now and

In time to be

Coming through me

It’s all arriving

Back at the place

Where we all began



And I want my

Innocence back

Sixties and Beatles and

Flowers in my hair

Naked and bare

I revel in it soft as snow

had enough of

Darkness

Now I’ve seen the pink dawn

Breaking in the mirror after

my vision

Where I lay down my sword

in the wet

Green grass and blessed it



I let it go and all flow

Let it all fly

And transform into stars in my eyes

And yours ….



And all the right songs are playing,

Melanie and Donovan in the yellow room



In Dublin

The sun shines in my heart

Full to bursting, whole now at long last

Yellow and green

Van Gogh would know

and Donovan catch the wind



John is walking in the garden –

And I feel the goddess rising

Breaking like the day and smiling

All on me and in and through you

My words are gifts god-spell and if the

World says stop then I say go, go go …



All the way to the garden.

Swordplay wordplay

music plays -

Harmony

I think

I’m home now











Robert Rogers



My back turned against the town,

the river flows across my view,

tidal, broad, flowing slowly

into The Wash, through the fens

mixing with salt here.



The town ,behind me, silent,

noisy only on market days,

waits for no-one and expects nothing.

Old beams giving way to shopping

precincts that empty at five.



From over the river the ferry

begins to glide diagonally here,

three women stand up front

their headscarves flap like pennants

blown on a salt breeze.



The ferryman grins and shows

his dark teeth. The coins

for passage pressed tight

in his palm, the other hand

firm on the tiller guides to shore.







Chris McCabe



a one-eyed poem for Birkenhead



another place, of another select language

imagine how untrue it is –

london news drips into bowlers –

then the presentation of intelligence despite accent

did I say catullus I meant calculus?

back in liverpool

we allowed “ovale” to be scrabbled in

which wasn’t in the collins dictionary colin held

-three distinct definitions around a hole –

soft vortices of the mersey on the tourist route

past a smokable clock (Little Bill stuck 20 to 6)

untelevised dock warehouses

beetle-humped rubble (a.k.a.bootle)

self-cut ups, silk of seagulls

the bank holiday pub’s sporan-latched yard

opened to victorian park, desolate

we laughed

towards the friable background of doubles-bars

& the louche music of money pockets, expectant mothers









A A Marcoff

Miranda

Beauty and the rock. The rock and the white rose. Earth to earth. Into the heart of the rock she went step by fluted step. She was a Botticelli angel with sun bleached hair long and fair and she walked alone for centuries through the archaic woods virginal and more pure than the forgotten chalice. She was the Botticelli angel and she spoke with the lucidity of leaves rustling in the ancient winds.

A rock, a rock, a dark rock, swallowing adamant and not disturbed by the encroachment of she: it took her, earth to earth and without a threat of ashes even in that vibrant sunlight. She walked into its heart, the rock, with the pipes of Pan lyrical as an elegy of light inspired by her, the woodland angel, and she went musically, earth to earth and without a threat of ashes.





Elizabeth Kate Switaj







Looking Through the Blind Slat Crack







vibrate water membrane oil sheen

puddles

underneath breathe

of course, of course

everything smothered used to breathe

devouring the rain

echoes swallowing rings

snake & rat

no two heads

but resolution

(as always

just the next



day extended

not

in this alley

where I leave

empty shelves

broken chair

only drainage

the parking lot depths

















Will Daunt



ANOTHER-IN-LAW



could be anyhow, anyone, met or reviled

in the mazes of hurried love, shame has revealed;



lies limp in the spiralling genes of the young,

spirals under control, where desire turns to yawn;



might be grandfathers’ moments of groping, or rage

in a terrace, now pulverised, fruits of an urge;



remains in the dregs of each evening ahead,

a dance, an encountered lust, lino or bed;



would be slyly unlikely in God-nearing homes,

but who hasn’t prayed for release from their harm?



was where many swapped flesh in a duct, or a life,

their ill-conceived stretch of coincidence doomed.







Maurice Oliver





"The IMAX" Sonnet



Picture a wind crossing the

gulf. Marathon dancers. A

floor glowing from wax.

Blackout curtains. Crab claws.

The feather of a white dove.

Yellow silk. Oil on oxen

hooves. Ivy gathered under a

half-moon. The plague. Strokes

from a charcoal pencil. Walls

stained in smoke. Three hundred

times. A bamboo flute. Ice on a

river. Herring & dark bread. Two

cracked mirrors. Four onlookers.

Baby shoes. Sailboats. Then sky.

Ancient swords & pistols. A

penny whistle. Scarecrows.

Several clowns. Shadows in the

orchard. April dusk. One copper

lantern. And the night bats stir.



Dee Mcmahon



Spellbound



Blank sheet reflector of white light

Smooth undulating lizard home



Follow the flow



a high-cidine and a low-cidine

a marjorine and a josephine



Malleable marbled worry bead

Punishing pummel



Drum away the anxiety



up under a bush

a rainbow, a jelly bag



Pitch gather

Target scatter



Coordinate the brain drain



a touch the ground

and a turn around







Ken Champion



ENDSTOP

Tree-dotted land

Like a Lichenstein print

As banking over Barajas

I try to glimpse the Bernabeu



I think of Julie

and our dot-filled night

her face in close-up

tearsplashed cheek

lips a lateral heart

my indigo hair in profile

chiselled nose strong jaw

We gotta end it Johnny right now

Zeros coming in at twelve o’clock

cockpits hazy behind propeller circles

kerpow kerpow kerpow Bam!



Neil Campbell

Time To Think.

A twenty two year old boy

with the original dead-end job

is stuck with nothing.

He is knackered after work

and he goes to bed

before ten every night of the week.



At weekend he goes out

drinks and looks at girls.

He rarely talks to them

and when he does it is because

he has forced himself.



He drinks too much

and gets into trouble

by doing silly things

that he thinks will get laughs.

But the laughs don’t come

-only fists.



When he gets home

he is met with verbal abuse

from his father

whilst his mother sometimes

opens his bedroom door for him

and puts a glass of water by the bed.



On Sunday’s he runs off his hangover

by playing sport.

He doesn’t care whether he wins or loses

and so he invariably loses.



Before he knows what he is doing

it is Monday, and he is lying awake

in the dark looking at the clock,

waiting for the alarm to go off.



K.M. Dersley

HOT NEWS: NOT ALL POETS ON THE MAKE



that journal decked out as

professional as some

banking or insurance

magazine,

look at the competition it runs.



from last time’s winning entry

and the commendations

the whole thing has got to be rife

with salmonella.



the best poetry  yeah, but according to

which conspiracy?

I’d rather have the opinion of an honest bus

conductor or dosser

who didn’t have cataracts.



the poetry pantomime

has mercifully been exposed

as a con. poets do not sell like

slimmers or biographers,

don’t make a company

that sort of money.

the marketing men

have long gone back

to publicising quick snacks

and alcoholic sodas.



there will always be plenty

who, with persistence and friends

to back them up

wish to be known as poets,

but the few good poems

perhaps one

perhaps none

in a poetry mag

will get through to

those few verse addicts

with hardly any money

but willing

to send off a cheque.







Ronnie Goodyear



Nick and Judy and Me



Nick was the River Man,

with you spinning, the old stash

forming clouds, a gypsy flowing

and dark brown brows.

Cross- legged sandals under print

and a smoky smell that drew

the power of dancing in waves,

and I asked if I could fall

in love with you then.



Summertime can be an all-night show

particularly when the moon is peeled.

Don’t Bogart you said so I didn’t.

You drew on me and we laughed

simultaneously, forehead and noses

pressed together, quiet now,

as he tells us all he knows,

about the way the river flows…..



Dee Rimbaud

THE CALL

Night crawls in and wraps itself round the town,

Heavy as iron ore.

A dull wind stirs.

I walk into the street, midnight street

And I am tumbleweed.



Electric street.



Empty street -

Abraxas waits in a dark doorway:

Hands soft as death.



I walk past him, whistling under my breath.





Alice Lenkiewicz / Dee Mcmahon

(collaboration)



individual sacrificial collective

nouns to name a one

this one, that

as the flood of words wash

through closed lips



you intent on stillness, resistance

wrapping silence in the dense

volumetrics of much

and more



when the moment is lost

to the birth and delivery

of ribbled nodes

I scrape the trip from beneath pink nails



you ignore the motion, focus instead

on sweetness, dank rotting green

the intensity of finding ones roots

ones roots buried deep



he says your country has no culture

this was never the case

this was never the way you felt it as a child



in you I dream a wakening



sap pollen stem you lie,

star-studded

curiosity



reflecting distance

gashed memories secreting truth

star studded for sure

curiosity secreting truth



beneath it beneath nothing in this

nothing in this...

diary to be raging in the outward drawer

of mahogany



with pen to quill of past trusting

similar it seems to fragility of wings

or possibility no problem

or velvet labels better at seeing something



helpful to be useful in their service

sacrificing it was here, I promise you it was here

I was there, we were there

inside the water



over the water

individual

one's roots buried deep



addictive upon which

it stands or perhaps

handmade uplifting

throughout wicca or hemp

mislaid batons



handmade of the virgin

detail to be enunciated

swords of every metal

wand unyielding

feted traveller



pentacles and cups

rotting flowers compost

uniform earth belongs to no one

but meagre stepping lords



now to float flawed at gun point

gasping medals gifted

they aim for bombed out subways



slant fever persistent ferrying

licensed backpacks

cupboards inside suitcases

sincere fluidity marked

sun-kissed avery swarmed

blankly docked hiding

a lizards head









M. A. Duxbury-Hibbert



Shooting from the Cuff



In the perverse Sixties glamour

of a London afternoon of heat & haze

bought in cuff links, a medallion

with a Greek owl, a razor kit

with Centurion motif, ribbed polo-neck

in several shades of meaning

six cunning ties with matching shirts

& went back bag-swinging into the interior

of neatly mixed trad & mod, studiously

checking growth of hair & penis, fiddling

as burning issues & scorching riffs

fell into place & the flame

of the hour was kindled



Only practising, but seriously

shooting from the cuff

to catch the light, those old links

of a youth of vicious enchantment







Kerri Moore





Vestige





He fell faster than stars could shoot,

He repositioned satellites,

Then taking the atmosphere from the skies,

He made beauty.



He made inscrutable the insane,

He made sincere the spirit,

Then came the eternal essence,

Enigmatic of the flame.



He made godsend of his mercy,

Forbore the ideals of the mighty,

‘Til weakened in scrutiny,

He made saintly the profane.



I make communiqué in my lassitude,

I make ladylike my perchance

To complexity, the dumbfounded

Sweet-talk, the captivating cant.







Colin Harris



cigarette butts



we do not exist just to make another



I won’t walk out

until I’ve remembered why I entered



animals will eventually kill out of fear

the knowledge I have no use for will be passed on

but each sentence is preceded and killed by the next



there is a story

but it isn’t worth the telling



what is never begun cannot be finished

what is never finished cannot be left behind



I’m not going anywhere







Interview with Bill Grifffiths by Jane Marsh.

Bill Griffiths - born London 1948, moved north to Seaham in 1990. Taking a first degree in History, he went on to undertake a PhD in Old English at King's College London in the 1980s. Published primarily as a poet, he also writes in the fields of Old English and local history, northern dialect and some fantasy/fiction. He helps edit 'Northern Review' at the University of Northumbria, Newcastle upon Tyne as well as writing and publishing poetry and devising websites. Recent books 'Spilt Cities' (Etruscan Books), 'Durham and other sequences' (Westhouse Books), 'Tyne Txts' (with Tom Pickard, Amra Imprint). Websites: billygriff.co.uk, story-of-seaham.com, pitmatic.co.uk, the-lollipop.co.uk (little press listing). Has campaigned, with Bruce Kent and others, for appeal hearing for long-serving Liverpool prisoner Ray Gilbert (the subject of several of his poems).

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Hello Bill. Your poems were first published by Eric Mottram in the Poetry Review. Do you feel that Poetry Review has maintained the same perspective over the years in terms of the kind of poetry it promotes? I confess, I read it rarely due to so many little magazines coming my way but perhaps you could persuade me otherwise.



Back in 1971 or so, Poetry Review was quite prestigious among the ‘properly’ printed and bound poetry quarterlies. The appointment of Mottram as editor was untypical of The Poetry Society (its publisher) but evinced a glimmer of interest in new types of poetry already appearing in print elsewhere (e.g. Fulcrum Press). Mottram set aside the conventional, worthy sort of contributor and gave prominence to younger poets in this country (plus Bunting and MacDiarmid!) and American poets like Duncan, Rukeyser, Zukofsky, Ginsberg, Snyder. As it became clear that not only Poetry Review but The Poetry Society (beginning to style itself The National Poetry Centre) was changing course, there was a growing resentment from the literary establishment, culminating in the Arts Council of Great Britain (which never interferes in its clients’ artistic policy, by the way) vowing to withold its grant unless the elected council of The Poetry Society unelected itself. That would be 1977 or 1978. Their threat worked, and Poetry Review sank back into its unremarkable old ways.

On the relative merits of Poetry Review with Mottram and Poetry Review without Mottram, you can make up your own mind – copies of the 1970s issues should be available in a good library and are still well worth looking at. That the issue still rankles became clear when Sean O’Brien used Poetry Review to publish a review of Keith Tuma’s UK anthology of 2001 and made unkind references to out “Eric Jealous and E.K.Resentment” - widely assumed to mean Eric Mottram and E.K. Brathwaite. Was anyone seriously objecting to the ‘pollution’ of English poetry by American or Caribbean voices? My feeling is that this elite, exclusive version of ‘England’ is a mythical spot somewhere in the South only mentioned when it is necessary to have something to cudgel peasants and provincials with.



Could you tell me a little about Eric Mottram. What kind of a person was he? Did you ever read his poems? If so how did you respond to them? What kind of response did he have to your work? I notice also in your biography that you spent time cataloguing the Mottram archive bequeathed to Kings College. Could you tell me a little about this archive? If I were to go to Kings College and ask about this archive how would you advise me to start my initial research?



Eric was immensely wide-read and immensely industrious. He had not only all the facts (as it seemed) of the 20th century at his disposal, but made contact with every poet he could who showed a bean of inventiveness. His travels included most Far Eastern countries, with (later) India; Switzerland, Holland, Hungary, etc.; and of course the States. He was immensely generous and constructive with his time, and encouraged a great many poets in their writing, as well as helping on many an academic career. At his best, he went to Court to speak up for Bill Butler and Unicorn Bookshop in Brighton in the 1960s when modern poetry as not immune from prosecution, to be publicly branded unfit to teach at a university by the Magistrates who resented his guidance on literary merit.

Mind, decades of campaigning for a more inclusive culture didn’t improve his temper, and I cannot say I felt comfortable in his presence the way I did with Bob Cobbing, exploring the mysteries of the Gestetner Duplicator. An hour or two with Eric was like having your brain pummelled by a master mind-boxer, though in a positive and usually kindly way.

We did not see eye-to-eye on poetry: the essential regard for word-sound I have was just ‘craftmanship’ to him. His style was rather loose and free-line (“spoken words have sufficient rhythm in themselves” he averred), though he developed some interesting dislocations of syntax in later work. He never tried to get me to write like himself, however; there was a tolerance there as well as a lot of self-assuredness.

I might claim to be one of the few people who have read all his poetry (while cataloguing his archive). You could too, but before turning up at King’s have a look at the online catalogue – it takes some reaching via www.kcl.ac.uk - via academic services…archives…personal papers…Mottram…then the little blue link to the catalogue itself. It’s a fascinating introduction to a great character.



I recently spoke to Lawrence Upton and he said that he and Bob Cobbing had worked on a number of pieces together. What was your relationship with these poets and in what direction did you find your work developing while working with them?



Bob, with a blobby duplicator and a fizzy scanner, ran Writers Forum, a little press (and a workshop) with a definite emphasis on sound poetry, visual poetry and performance poetry. Early associates of Bob were Jeff Nuttall, Keith Musgrove, and ‘Group H’ (for Hendon, Middlesex). Lawrence and I met him at the time WF and The Poetry Society coincided in the 1970s. Most of my publishing in the 1970s (and a fair bit in the 1980s and ‘90s) was done in collaboration with WF – we shared the work, the costs and the final copies. These were poems of mine, but Bob contributed the machinery of printing which was still rare in those far-off days. In other words, he was willing to open his home and facilities to almost anyone with an interesting idea to translate into print. In particular I learnt the importance of unity of content with technique – a unity that extended to format, printing medium, booklet design and – ultimately – performance.

Bob’s workshop was a great means of making new contacts and expanding verbal horizons – there was Lawrence of course, but also Clive Fencott, Sean O Huigin, cris cheek, Peter Mayer, Jeremy Adler, an occasional Dom Sylvester Houèdard ruffling the hair of a young Alaric Sumner, plus Betty Radin with her visual fables… Geraldine Monk and Maggie O’Sullivan were soon to feature as WF authors, but not quite that early on.



What instigated your ambition to study Old English at Kings College London?

In what way did Old English influence your work?



After The Poetry Society debacle, I manage to survive for some time on a few prestigious performances with Bob Cobbing and Paula Claire (as Konkrete Canticle), but increasingly found myself needed to look after my aging parents – not an onerous task, but one that seemed ideal combined with part-time study. About 1974 I had been introduced to Old Welsh by Peter Finch; the side-step to the great literature of Old English was unavoidable. Part-time MA courses were then remarkably good bargains (late 1980s), and I did well enough at that to proceed to a PhD.

Old English has an alliterative pattern to the line; it has certainly boosted my awareness of alliteration; but the rhythm of the line is relatively free (did G. M. Hopkins’ draw his ‘sprung-line’ rhythm from OE rather than Old Greek or Old Welsh?) I like that rhythmic indeterminacy; I think old literatures and languages are an important route to innovation in current culture – think of the impact of Jerry Rothenberg’s Technicians of the Sacred.



The idea of place and dialect I have noticed interests you. Could you expand a little on why this interests you?



Dialect is a descent of Middle English. Place is somewhere to live, an important consideration for every nomadic soul. In the 1980s I was able to secure a houseboat near Uxbridge on the Grand Union, but when the moorings went up from £200 p.a. to £1000 p.a., I retired with good grace to Seaham in Co.Durham (4 hours by train from Liverpool). Having always admired the North-East – its cities and coast, its sense of community, its dark humour (and its Anglo-Saxon speech). The community has taken a battering in the 1990s, but still compares well with the daily warfare of London.



I am fascinated by the fact that you can translate and write in old English.

Could you tell me a little on how old English sounds compared to how it is written?



It sounds odd to the modern ear. ‘g’ was often ‘y’ (giese is our yes), c was often ch (cyrice is our church), sc was always sh (sceotan is our shoot), cg was always dg (brycg is our bridge). The vocabulary was both similar and contained many extra unfamiliar words that were jettisoned in the later Middle Ages in favour of French- and Latin-based introductions. Try my website www.billygriff.co.uk… go to Old English… to ‘Cuthbert and the seals’ for a text and a sound file.



What is your favourite old English text?



Beowulf.



Can you translate this?

Jane Marsh is nothing but a figment of Alice’s imagination.

Jane Mersc is nawuht ac swefn Alice modes.

(Where swefn is ‘dream or invention’ and mod is the root of our word ‘mood’ but then meant the stronger qualities of the mind. Neither Jane nor Alice are OE names by the way, unlike Hilda or Edith.)



I have heard you were once a Hell’s Angel. Could you tell me a little about this episode in your life?

Do you feel it affected your writing? If so, in what way?



A belting twinge in one shoulder muscle where I once catapulted over the handlebars of a bike is one lasting effect. It is strange, looking back, how big and grand outlaws in their early 20s seemed to me as a teenager; now I think of 20-year-olds as mere bairns, no more dangerous than a playground slide.

Culturally speaking, it convinced me I was not cut out to be a hero; so that I paused and thought about what I could really hope to do well at or be useful in (which was poetry); it gave me an underlying sense of the nothing behind our society, which is a resource of a kind; and an enduring respect for relationships of equality.

Of course a decent bike now costs over £10,000 (as against £30 for my Royal Enfield in 1966), so it isn’t really an option as a career any more.



You recently attended one of Alice’s poetry readings in Liverpool. In what way did you feel it was successful and what ways was it unsuccessful. What would you have done differently?



I would have given the reader his or her own bottle of wine approx. 50 minutes before they were due on. Before even that, shift the coffins to one side and put up a few balloons and some bunting. (I mean, the room is imposing, but you have to fight against it somewhat.)



You have been campaigning for a long time for the release of the Liverpool prisoner Ray Gilbert. Could you tell me a little as to what instigated your campaign? Are you and Ray still in touch?



I was wondering through Durham Market Place one morning with well-known poetry figure Nicholas Johnson when I came on a stall manned by the bright sparks of the North-East ABC. Not thinking my guest was likely to want to stop and chat with them, I took some leaflets instead, one of which was an appeal on behalf of Ray Gilbert, then in Durham Jail. I visited him twice there before he was moved away and was impressed by his resilience and commonsense in an environment a degree hotter than Hell. His claim to innocence is not easily summarised: there is a website

www.ray-gilbert.co.uk, with notes on his case by Bruce Kent, if you want more.



Finally, could you tell me what you are presently working on in terms of your poetry and any forthcoming publications you have coming out.



Currently completing a book on the Northern Sinfonia (Newcastle’s orchestra) and a dictionary of North-East dialect past and present. Both due out from Northumbria University. A selected poems is being finalised with SALT (look out for this in 2005). There is a good batch of longer poems meriting reprinting. Online, www.opalcoast.co.uk has recently been completed, and work started on www.ochrecoast.co.uk (collaborative ventures of verse, prose, visual, sound). After that, some new poetic adventure will surely turn up…'The Mud Fort' from Salt Publishing, 2004: Basically it's shorter poems 1984-2004, selected and collected together.





Thank you very much for your time, Bill.











Bill Griffiths





ASPIRATIONS



Of people

well –

the flexing memory

of verbs

speaks

a casual

trigger

fossil

energy evokes

outer realities

vanities

slip-clues

to inner

emphasis

like

walking the plank

*

the virtual body

is bare of face

often hands

sometimes forearms

you can see backs in the warm

the kingly knee

is a sport-stamp

but to bare the throat is aggressive

the real body is at war

the virtual body continues to play

*

the mouth

administrator

and disseminator

blows and burbles

cavity complexities

tide breath

sucking and rocketting

an appraisal

or development plan

the mouth

intervenes in democracy

the palate

and the food

parted

*

so what that

I am surrounded by pirates

teeth

hold the sword

like prescriptive medicine

on the good ship

Substance

our century

colourful, colourful

for such ghostly effects

balancing

reflections

rush to meet us

ill

spill

concessions to predators

the chemists

*

I sing the node

the first point of poetry

the turquoise pendant versicle

when Astarte

graces me to drink

approximate to my beginning

to be a mammal

(among a rough-hand dark

equalities of contact

they say

pretend

there is no need for revolution)











TEKNO (Bill Griffiths)



*

*

Years after the grey chrome

token no-sense

news

UP and AT



That their own word

reverse

be the tekno-trident

you pull out of the stone



*

*

Robber-sites

I arrive

I admire (as it were) the bare walls of the tomb

to find no back-button permits release

the blocks fall

to lock me in

Brutally I’m gar ’d reconnect



*

*

In ices

I trickle of lime



to my fridge-box

my gob



to undry fire-anger

surrender me



*

*

Consonants are couplers

or carriages

in my train



Like there are puppet-flats

Freyja with corn



*

*

Ayam bored

an the whole weight of autumn blue pressing on me

not marvelling

at TV tales of crocuses

‘it amazes me’, they say

as gentle opal ovals of smoke transpire revolve

lung to coffee-cup

sleepily I murmur a ‘twat-head’ at Blair onscreen



*

*

The irritated poet and

the useless rubber (writes not)

a lineless mind

that trick us of the spicey air

come bulb, come spring



*

*

Sudden stumbling of states

Natural gravity

Like falling asleep



*

*

Serious man nods to serious man

dynamic lady sweeps thru, issues orders ‘you and you’

subordinate offers a little information, ‘sir’

rude n ignorant crowds make angry noises finding themselves cordoned in

‘Please remain calm’

I sup chocolate mousse, me, an infidel,

n switch channels.



*

*

Who controls the wheels moves time

whirring and rolling

perplexically

starrish gear

(listen-us, listen-us)



Are you

turn-time?

Do the mouth-tappets dance you?

Perceive dragon turbine?



On the Jerusalem causeway

bended ahead

(always telling you)



The mammal-slain

past-and-now

gesture of antique road maps

of Old Testament warriors



But we excel the wheels

(in a slim chance that)



*

*

With what plump surprise

the BBC invade Thibet



for the best bit

is an Olympic swimming pool



the top of the world

has generously acclimatised itself

to Michael Palin



Did he dream well

in Gyantse?



*

*

That am little conformable to a midi

But love the woodwork’d piano

When Johannes Zumpe remade the clavichord

to a long square

retaining a wrest-board to the right of the strings

a simple action that projects the hammer

independent of the key

And the key still governs the damper

cloth than felt.

I depress the key. Beyond the pivot

a free-rising jack pops up to

prompt the hammer, its shaft, and layers of leather and felt

each element to move free after for fingers initiative

on its own pivot or guides.



As much as I admire J.C.Bach in London

agreeable to write sonatas for the new technology

new durable wood/metal/cloth

that only need sustainable tempered tuning

to impel the whole of west-music.



*

*

And the carol is

the arching of the plank

the rubbing of the sinew

as the moon arranges tides



dead elocution

a nation of language

which decides who to employ

virtue by credence



*

*

Billions

Live

In excitable oxygen



*

*

That thing feed us

Grow coffee n barley

Bears our wars

And it eat us up



*

*

I disperse the spells

I send them in ocean

Open zero

Series Z























THE FOG (Bill Griffiths)



I prefer to live in the harbour area. The houses are a little dilapidated, but it is quiet and has a sort of dignity. Inland, higher up, is more lively no doubt, more modern; but the houses are femmer things. ‘Bummlor boxes’ somone called them – cardboard constructions fit to trap a few angry bees.

When we thought of living there, the estate agent’s report was suitably encouraging:



Modest terrace house, unmodernised, 2 bedrooms and oblique view of the sea. Inside toilet. Useful storage sheds in yard. Easy access to old town centre. Quick sale.



Not so close to the sea as to be liable to flooding.



Providing you don’t mind the odd spell of fog –



was the only comment of the person showing us round, delivered with almost an apologetic laugh, as though the fog was somehow their fault, or a particular drawback that accounted for the low price.

Fog…



Fog occurs when the temperature of the land or sea is lower than the air above it, causing the condensation of milliards of tiny droplets of water that hang in suspension in the air.



The local fogs came from the sea. They were known as ‘sea-frets’…



Sea-frets form at sea, and move inland with the incoming tide. While not so much a health risk as land-based fogs, that often hold particulates of carbon and sulphur, the swift and unexpected movements of sea-based fogs are a disturbing factor in residential areas close to the coast.



We soon learned to avoid them. Though not frequent, they could occur at any time of year, and made driving difficult. People prefered to stay indoors when there was sea-fret, we learned, considering them unhealthy. They made comments, gently guiding us:



Ye’re best bidin’ at hyem while the fog clears. It’s not good for the bairns to be out in that sort o’ weather. Aud Mr Jarvis wad gan out in it, and it did his asthma terribul harm – in hospital he was, in the end. Aa alwez say, Aa’d rather watch the telly than the fog, me.



It was usually possible to avoid getting cuaght. The fog-horn at the docks would start its eerie-ish wail a good quarter hour before the grey fog rolled up our way. You might think it pittoresque and vaguely dramatick but it wasn’t. A minute or two of its clammy dull touch and you soon turned aside into a café or hurried home to be out of it. You began to talk of your chest or matters of road safety, but the truth was the fog had a depressing and discouraging effect; you felt it might tilt you over the edge into almost suicidal gloom.



What it makes me think of –



said my wife –



is unwanted children. Crowds and crowds of lonely, ill-treated bairns, looking for homes they never had. They never speak, but you can almost feel them holding onto you, clinging as you walk, begging you to find them some proper home other than the open sea.



It was an uncomfortable, chilling, near-ghostly thought, suitable to the fog that suggested it. I almost thought I could see some disintegrated confusion of young souls, beings that had never found any love or anywhere to settle down. Those that earn money have limitless respect; even the poor can gain some benefit from government and law; but children have no real status, no adult wit or strength to defend themselves, no title to property, and above all claim on money. They are as easy to forget or dismiss as a dog or a cat, and offer no one any profit. Why waste time on a child when you can watch telly, go to the pub, play a computer game, aim for a better job?



You have been out in the fog too long –



my wife would say, if I touched on these sad matters. Sad, because there seemed so little anyone could do, for the lost children of the past or the present. So when the foghorn sounded, we stayed at home, pulled the curtains, turned up the heating.



There is a particularly good film on Sky, or would you rather watch that investigation into multiple time zones in 19th century Cornwall? Tell you what, I’ll put it on and let you decide…



Wait, I said, I’ve yet to put the cat out.



Oh, not in this fog, do you have to?



It’s been in all day, I said, as I moved to the door. The cat was not inclined to exit, once it saw the fog outside. I didn’t blame it. I kept the door open a minute in case – when I heard a voice shouting from across the road. It was deadened in the mist, but I felt certain it was Ella, who lived opposite.



Who’s that?



It sounds like Ella. She must have been in her seventies, had always lived there, was the last person I expected to be out in the fog.



Oh no, what does she want?



No way of telling. She had a certain reputation in the street, being mildly dull, mentally, which was why her bairns had been taken into care. Long ago. You did not avoid her, but you seldom got much sense from her.



What is it?



I don’t know. Perhaps she’s in some sort of trouble. I looked along the street, hoping to see someone going to her aid, but the fog made it difficult to tell if anyone had heard. A curtain twitched next door, but no one came out. I called out that I was going to check, took a deep breath of home air, stepped over the cat, and made my way across the road to where I thought Ella must be. As I got closer, she emerged to my view, standing on her doorstep, shouting and apparently gone quite crazy. The door was wide open behind her and the fog beginning to drift into her house.



Come back, come back



she shouted…but she was not looking at me, but out into the fog. I took her arm gently, as though to steer her back into the warm, but she seemed determined not to budge.



Can you see them? Out there?



- she insisted –



All the bairns… out there… looking, looking for someone… hoping to find their home…



“Ella, it’s the sea-fret,” I said sensibly. “You need to come inbye, out of this cold air!”



It was as if I had not spoken. She giggled, as if she saw something amusing in the fog; then smiled, as if she recognised someone in the fog; she motioned with her arms and her voice almost chirrupped with eagerness -



Welcome! welcome at last! It’s here ye want! Come yor ways in, sit yorsells doon! Ye’re varry welcome! Bring yorsells in!



And the fog came nearer, seemed to flow round her, sending tentative fingers into the shelter of the doorway. She relaxed then with a long sigh and was calmer, though I still think she did not recognise my presence. It was all the time like she was talking to some other audience, or mebbies just to herself. She spoke, but as if I was not there -



I’m too aad – I dinnut need it, me – Let ’em have thor hyem – and welcome Aa say!



She went limp, and frail as she was, I could not hold her up, but had to let her gently down on the low front wall and there she huddled, her back against the house wall, her chin on her chest, very still. I did not like to think she was dead; could not decide what to do. I found I was unwilling to enter the house to use her phone: the fog had got in there, I could see it sliding ever in, down the hall, seeking out the rooms on either side. Thinking of the old lady though, it seemed my only course. I made as if to enter. The fog suddenly thickened indoors, barring my way; on the stairs and in the hall it seemed almost solid, a fence of what I could almost fancy to be faces. Ridiculous. I stepped back.



To my relief my wife came over then, and she held a torch, and her mobile phone. It was not easy to get an ambulance.



It’s very foggy! Are you sure it’s an emergency? It may take over long to get through the streets at the harbour…



But as we spoke I could see the fog was thinning. We felt for Ella’s pulse – there was none. We covered her with a coat and waited.





















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Long-delayed and thus doubly welcome, this issue keeps up the good work

of the previous ones. I did like the cover, with its invocation of the

Prozac Book Society suggesting a certain other organisation with the

same initials. Editor Andrew Jordan contributes a splendidly feisty

editorial, which ends with an image of the pharmaceuticals referred to

on the cover and the legend: "Accessible poetry is not necessarily

social or sociable." A truer word was never uttered. As to the

contents, there's good work by Estill Pollock (who seems to appear in

all the magazines that I like), Carrie Etter (ditto), Thomas Warner and

Simon Perchik, amongst others. The reviews section is combative,

personal, trenchant and all the better for it. A rather irregular

journal, but one I like to read when it does appear.

http://www.shearsman.com/pages/magazine/back_issues/shearsman61/

reviews61_mag.html



KRAX magazine, c/o 63 Dixon Lane, Leeds LS12 4RR, Yorkshire U.K

Editor: Andy Robson: £3.50 ($7) each. 3 issues £10 ($20 in USA)

Remittances payable to ‘A. Robson’



The West House Books website is up & running at www.westhousebooks.co.uk Titles in print, Gargoyles, books distributed, secondhand bookshop, Sheffield Poetry International ... and more ...N E W F R O M F I V E S E A S O N S P R E S S www.fiveseasonspress.com



Bluechrome was launched in the August of 2002 as an independent publisher of poetry and literary or experimental fiction.

http://www.bluechrome.co.uk/store/shop/



PAGES: Edited by Robert Sheppard.

See PAGES blogzine online at www.robertsheppard.blogspot.com.

Read a profile of Robert Sheppard at www.soton.ac.uk/~bepc/poets/Sheppard.htm.



Reach magazine. Poet, illustrator, Ronnie Goodyer has taken over at Reach magazine. Published monthly, priced £3.50, full details from Ronnie at lizardpoet@hotmail.co.uk

If you're writing specifically about Reach magazine, then use

reachmagazine@indigodreams.plus.com



Ormskirk Writers Jo Cowell Short Story competition. Close: 30th

September 2005. SAE for entry form to Ishbel Kargar, The Flat, 62 Greetby

Hill, Ormskirk, L39 2DT. (01695 571748)'



Publications

PLACE by Allen Fisher

Publication date: 30 May 2005

1-874400-28-8

234x156mm paperback, 418pp

Price: £15.00



On 30 May 2005 Reality Street Editions will publish the first complete

Text under one set of covers of Allen Fisher¹s PLACE.

Ken Edwards, Reality Street Editions

63 All Saints Street, Hastings, E Sussex TN34 3BN, UK

Tel: 01424 431271

Web: www.realitystreet.co.uk



Poetry by Rupert Loydell: A CONFERENCE OF VOICES [Shearsman, 2004],

FAMILIAR TERRITORY [bluechrome, 2004], ENDLESSLY DIVISIBLE [Driftwood,

2003], THE MUSEUM OF LIGHT [Arc, 2003] all available to buy online at

www.stridebooks.co.uk



Will Daunt

YearlY

Poems and images

48, Tower Hill, Ormskirk L39 2EF



Steve Sneyd

Ahasuerus On Mars

Atlantean Publishing, 38 Pierrot Steps, 71 Kursaal Way, Southend-on-Sea, Essex, SS1 2UY, UK

Elsewhen Unbound: Poetry in American Sfanzines the 1930s to 1960s: Hilltop Press, 4 Nowell Place, Almondbury, Huddersfield, HD5 8PB, UK. Price £2.50/$6.00



Juke James, Esq.

Spelt With A ‘J’ NOT A ‘D’

(a poetic anthology)

Seeker Publications Liverpool. 0151-727 0150



M A R G I N A L I E N

poems / sequences / prose texts / graphics 1988-2004

by ALAN HALSEY: A beautifully-produced large-format 416-page collection, including 90 pages of graphics. Each copy has a CD-Rom in a blind-embossed envelope slotted into the back endpaper. Thanks to support from Arts Council England, the book may be purchased for £15.50 (post-free in UK) from:Five Seasons Press, 41 Green Street, Hereford HR1 2QH: books@fiveseasonspress.com. Distributed in the USA by SPD 1341 Seventh Street, Berkeley, CA 94710-1409: www.spdbooks.org, ISBN 0-947960-34-1



Emergency Rations by Cliff Yates.

Smith/Doorstop Books, The Poetry Business, The Studio, Byram Arcade, Westgate, Huddersfield, HDI IND

ISBN 1-902382-58-7



Publishing Technique, MaryMark Press

Poems by Lila Goodman, Mark Sonnenfeld, Alice Lenkiewicz

ISBN 1-887379-74-6

45-08 Old Millstone Drive, East Windsor, NJ 08520 USA

Editor: Mark Sonnenfeld



Maxine: A novella by Alice Lenkiewicz.

Forthcoming by Bluechrome.

Further details to be publicized in due course.



Metallic Clouds, Geometric Sky

Audrey Marshall and Peter Faulkner

The Ghosts of Summer Traffic

Some poems from the 1980s

Pete Faulkner



Dream Vortex

A. C. Evans

Twelve Poems: A.C . Evans

Twelve Drawings: Illustrated by Susan A. Duxbury-Hibbert



Lunar Moths

Jo Haslam

Smith/Doorstop Books

The Poetry Business, The Studio, Byram Arcade, Westgate, Huddersfield

HD1 1ND

ISBN 1-902382-68-4













NEON HIGHWAY: POETRY / ART MAGAZINE

http://neonhighway.co.uk/

email: poetshideout@yahoo.com

For the remainder of this year, each issue: £2

U.S: 1 issue $6, Europe 4 euros.



Cheques made out to Alice Lenkiewicz



Address:



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‘Neon Highway’ no longer accepts unsolicited work. The magazine will commission writers in 2006.

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